[Battle Master]

a little hdr of mine at amk hub.

2010-01-04T02:12:00.000-08:00

got nth much to update
and well army life is pretty mundane
its kinda boring living in this stage of life
the only things tat can motivate me now
is to keep on doing weights till i ord
i suppose....

a tiring day but meaningful day

2009-11-27T07:06:00.000-08:00

its been a very tiring day for me...
woofballs took me and jordon out pretty badly
but well grandma birthday perked me up
definitely =D.. had steamboat and broke my diet abit
went off track but definitely back to track tomorrow haha
happy tat i can finally hammer curl 30kg..
its quite an improvement for me..
keep this on and i will succeed....

Me

2009-11-26T04:03:00.000-08:00

its getting tougher and tougher
as days pass by... should i maintain
or shd i just give it up...
its really tiring me out at times
the old me.. i wonder how much
have i changed?

u guys left me thinking.

2009-11-24T15:50:00.000-08:00

the things u guys said left me thinking
think my night would not be spend with
u guys anymore since its of a certain
inconvenience.

sometimes i find this line quite true
"my friend , do u fly away to a world
that abhors u and i"

Clique outing

2009-11-22T08:12:00.000-08:00

went out with clique on a saturday after intensive
woofball suntanning LOLS....was pretty fun
everyone was pretty much still the same...
next outing would be on JAIME birthday.. which
is approaching....till then enjoy the pictures.

another black and white...

2009-11-19T01:43:00.000-08:00

well recently have been kinda busy with army stuff
dun really have time for myself....
so many things i wanna do now but im restricted
restricted by the government and army
such as going overseas for snapping trip
time has really become a big factor in my life now
so many things left to do so little time left...

Xavier Birthday 2009

2009-10-26T06:12:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday little xavier
time really flies man....its been only awhile and
you are already 3 years old!! Abriel too....
so fast and she has already turned 1 recently
well im also getting old ..due to the fact tat army
is wearing me down alot.. its messing up my life
abit here and there.. but what to do i can only just
endure and get it through...well enjoy the pics..

Family Outing at Sentosa

2009-10-26T05:50:00.000-07:00

Had a little family outing at siloso resort
at sentosa. the resort was kinda nice. The
rooms were really spacious haha... Xavier and
Abriel were as cute as ever.. not forgetting Rui en haha
catched songs of the seas.. it was pretty good
but i will say its more suited to the kids
Guess the kids really enjoyed themselves
as for me myself... pretty happy to be able
to capture their moment of happiness too

through?

2009-09-30T08:22:00.001-07:00

times and times i asked..
times and times i did not get the answer
but i guess i finally figured it out....
its actually a simple answer
just tat i was blinded for some time...
im just waiting for the breakthrough
it never came before
but im sure it will eventually reach me...
cause i think i have what it takes...

Questions

2009-09-27T07:44:00.000-07:00

some questions to be asked and some questions not to be asked

should i probe on further or should i just remain silent......

chalet with clique was kinda fun ..same old usual stuff happened

and now im just counting down to my 2 years of army life....

A Little on Black/White Macro Photography

2009-09-07T21:03:00.000-07:00

tested out a little on black and white photography
went pretty ok i think haha
been a long time since i used my sigma 105 mm f2.8
finally it has been activated
took a few tries on some liquor bottles as well
as some random stuffs..

A Long Return

2009-09-05T07:54:00.000-07:00

avoiding water but still got it
details of the moon
one of my favourite shots?
a random shot tat turned out kinda unexpected?

been a long long time since i blogged
reason being i dun really feel like doing it
me myself dunno it also!
but i do have some pictures again =D
enjoy haha and remember im always open to
constructive criticism

Celine's Birthday

2009-07-12T06:21:00.000-07:00

Went out and met up with the gang for Celine's Birthday.
people who turned up

Celine
FangLin
Shilesse
Jordan
Jonathan
Kwanleng
NgeeSong
Randall

sat down at Sakura for almost 3 and half hours
was crapping and joking throughout
after that had a mini surprise for the Birthday gal
but well the drunk plan didnt work for her at all
in the end liquor was all finished up by the guys
so Celine still got home in 1 piece
just tat she was feeling hot and looking red haha

Formula Drift !

2009-07-05T08:19:00.001-07:00

My Birthday 2009

2009-06-14T20:51:00.001-07:00

its been quite some time since i came back to this blog
hasnt been quite free to update as i was busy with games
and other stuffs as well...
welll celebration with my 2 cliques were fun haha thank
you guys so much ...
shouldnt type too much and just let the pictures talk

Happy Birthday Grandpa =D

2009-05-03T07:48:00.000-07:00

Today was grandfather's birthday and everything was
decided rather last minute i reckoned.... around 2 pm then auntie
called in to confirm everything which is like so late....
decided to dine at Punggol Plaza there hmmm this year
had a little difference... daniel uncle has left for philipines
to further upgrade his career.. and well micheal isnt there either
as well as mum and sis... though they werent present but it
was still a happy occasion afterall... things went pretty well
except when the flies attacked us... there were like 200 or 300
of those flies hovering over the lights above me which scared Xavier
and caused him to cry.. so we decided to change tables and we waited
for quite sometime finally everything was settled and we proceeded to
have our dinner haha. grandfather is becoming more and more adapted
to technology lols he now uses a handphone he has a lappy as well as a digicam
which he got from me a few days back haha
but 1 thing is for sure as mum had mentioned a few days back
grandpa memory aint doing tat well already
well guess age has realli caught up with him
he keeps asking me to teach him how to use the digital camera
which i had done for a few times already but he just keeps forgetting
but im happy with tat cause no matter how many times he forgets
i will be happy to just repeat the instructions to him
without grandpa and grandma i guess none of us in the Neo family would
have been around anyway.. its important to spend quality time with ur family
which many of us out there are missing alot on it currently
many people are just too busy with our own lifes to just stay at home
to spend time with the family not to even mention visit our elders
but its really that important to pay them a visit once we are free
no matter how ur memory fails u grandpa.. we are all there
for u have always been there for all of us..i will still happily repeat to u
every single instruction u need =D and last but not least
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDPA u have been a great person to the family!

Batam trip with family 2009

2009-04-12T01:16:00.000-07:00

Time flies ar haha...
finally it was a family trip to batam
woke up at 5 to prepare and reached
harbour front at around 8 and guess wat
our scheduled boat trip at 9 30 was postponed
to around 10 10 and it was totally boring at
harbourfront staring at the food court having
nth to do at all.. so waited and waited and tadah
we all reached batam at around 12+
the only thing i can say about the immigration
over there is tat it totally suck big time
its so unorganised and fucked up over there
they even have an x ray machine tat states
OUT OF ORDER
this only proves tat the security over there is
simply weak and eveyone over there is feigning
ignorance to the things happening around them
but well lets get over this and move on to the happy
part.. rested at hotel for awhile and then i went on my
photo trip... saw a table tennis court and went over to get
some pictures as well as to rest for awhile
then went over to childcare center to help uncle to
take care of my nephew XAVIER!!!
super mischevious lols.. played with other kids as well
such as KAi and SasKa..both were cute and fun to be with
after tat was drinking session with dad and mum
played pool with them for a long time for like around 5 hrs
dad was good haha but mum really cannot make it
brother and mandi also joined in the game as beginners
mandi has an incredible record of 5 AIRSTRIKES hahahahaha
but overall everyoen enjoyed lols
next program was Kbox haha
me and dad sang till 1am++...
at first there was like 8 person singing and in the end
only dad bro and me were awake and singing
the rest just dozed off like little pigs lols
but singing with dad was tough cause the songs tat he choose
basically needed high keys!! and when we attempted Unchained Melody
i thought it was suicide but dad could manage it lols
and i was struggling badly lols
funniest part was when i choose the song cleaning out my closets by
Eminem and there were no lyrics lols and i stunned haha
so overall i had fun with my family at batam as well as all my uncles aunties
will be looking forward to the pre planned trip to taiwan ahha
now lets stop here and let my pictures show u the trip =D
of course comments and constructive critism are always welcomed =D

changi sunset shoots

2009-04-08T02:19:00.000-07:00

Been quite some time since i blogged
lols.. did not get into poly tat means army haah
but well life doesnt stop here haha!!!!!
got some pics to show =D
feel free to comment haha

Woofballs =D

2009-03-31T23:26:00.000-07:00

well went to woofballs with jon
and woots i gota job finally
cant wait for events to start everything
and end my current super boring life
damn it everyday is a bad day to me now
met a few ang moh kids and well as usual
they will surprise u ahha
even a giant like me could be fallen into
a pool by a 10 year old MAX hahahaha come
to think of it .. its realli damn funny haha
it was a one hell of an experience for me
but going down to changi tat night was seriously
wrong.. practically me and jon had nth to snap

Tell me how to get rid of this

2009-03-31T09:10:00.000-07:00

this feeling aint feeling good at all
im really trying very hard...
really really hard

Shilesse Birthday 2009

2009-03-28T21:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHILESSE
well went down to chomp chomp to
have shilesse birthday dinner
jokes were basically passed around
and ngee song being the latest
had a wonderful plate of nice rice
prepared .. seems like things for his afterlife
are going well pretty smoothly haha
slacked at the park for a few hours
took group pictures and stuff...and celine had
added more of her off focus shots to the collection..........
hahahaha everybody went home before 12 i guess
and i had a swollen wrist LOLS

LIfe

2009-03-26T06:52:00.001-07:00

well life still has to go on..
as i clench my fist and walk down the path

Sunset at West Coast Park

2009-03-23T20:02:00.000-07:00

its been sometime since i blogged
this time went to west coast park tgt
with jonathan..raced against time to get
there and we made it haha.. was waiting for
bus 176 till both jon and me got damn impatient
still then we made it haha... scenery there was pretty
good just tat the shore is kinda dirty packed with bottles
and tidbits... some parts of the sunset got covered by clouds
still then it turned out well. enjoy the pictures and feel free
to leave down ur comments =D have a happy day ahead all

Chalet with clique

2009-03-12T06:24:00.000-07:00

Finally its the last day of exams
whooohooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its damn nice to clear all the exams
spend the whole midnight rushing auditing module
and then next was the chalet with clique
its was somehow more like a graduation chalet
LOLS... first met up at pasir ris and as usual
most of us were late haha and my damn bag
is freaking heavy!!! with my camera and tripod
then proceeded to the chalet and was watching tv
non stop.... watch till i almost die
then everyone decided to do something else
was debating on whether to go bowling or pool
in the end we still continued doing our favourite
game POOL!!! played a few games with howard and
got thrashed as usual... next player was jaime
the fastest player on earth HAHAHA
after pool went to dine out at a new fast food restaurant
the food there was ok la...
after dinner we walked to NTUC and bought some things
for the night.... went back to the chalet and again we
watched TV!!!! then around 11 plus.......
we started drinking although only me jaime and jeremy
drank...started off with chang beer and its the first time
i tasted chang beer haha.....
then after sometime jaime went to meet up with her
wannabe 2 and i waited for her till i finally fell asleep
and then when jaime came back
thats when all the fun comes in....
the whole night was noisy like no tmr haha
Yt and dey squeeezed into 1 bed and Laiting
and Jeremy was forced into the other
then me and jaime had too much space LOLS
well guess everyone had fun with this chalet haha
and howard left early cause he got exams the next day

Singapore Cherry Blossoms lols

2009-03-04T06:08:00.000-08:00

exams are approaching and its
damn boring man... its killing me
haiz this final 2 test will decide
my entry to poly.. so bloody damn sian
but well nvm... went to snap SG cherry blossoms
look alike today haha
felt quite happy with the pictures as well

Botanical gardens with macro lens

2009-03-02T04:30:00.001-08:00

tested out my new sigma lens at botanical gardens
well it kinda made me happy hahah
im currently quite contented with this lens
although it rained cats and dogs at botanical gardens
and i was totally drenched !
but well nvm cause the pictures i got there
was totally worth the drench LOLS

Elaines birthday

2009-03-02T03:02:00.000-08:00

haha wun say much about elaines birthday
except tat everyone agrees tat she got
a little drunk LOLS
let the pictures explain the day ba

Pulau Ubin recap

2009-03-02T02:38:00.000-08:00

haven been updating for quite sometime
well been to pulau ubin like few weeks ago
was supposed to be on a photo shootout
but well the weather did not allow me to do so
so and thus my shots were limited
but well knowing myself......
randall will always make the best out of everything
haha so feel free to comment =D

CNY drinking party with Brothers!!!!

2009-02-11T01:38:00.000-08:00

WELL ITS SUPER FUN DRINKING WITH BROS
guess it will be a long long time b4
i get to drink once again
training has resumed so has my diet
things are changing around me
even my thinking is changing
however there are things tat i wanna change
but no matter how hard i try
it just remains the way it is
im always back to square 1 when this matter is concerned!

abstract or not u decide

2009-02-04T07:02:00.003-08:00

Snowy!!!

2009-02-04T06:56:00.000-08:00

Mum's Birthday!

2009-02-04T06:46:00.000-08:00

nth much to say just look at the pictures haha
well it was mums 44th birthday
ahhahahahaha mum u are old liao
old hag old hag old hag
but still young at heart
still think tat u are 20+ only LOLS
well just wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Kelvins Wedding

2009-02-01T23:14:00.000-08:00

First of all CONGRATULATIONS on ur big day
Kelvin haha after so long finally u have settled down
great grand ma must be so happy =D
seeing her drink and smile ytd hahaha
it was really a joyous occasion
many ppl enjoyed themselves and i met
Uncle Ricardo....had a nice chat with him
u would rarely see a man of his status
being such a humble guy
i would say he is a rare person
didnt knew that he was the boss of SPC
so many big shots over there haha
and the 6 Lamborghinis as well as the Ferrari
im overwhelmed by those beauties haha

BBQ at Hougang park

2009-02-01T22:56:00.000-08:00

well HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Joanne and Teo Yao Hui
had a bit of bbq as well as some drinking also
took alot of portrait and jump shots
damian classmates were pretty sporting as well
lastly enjoy the pictures

celebration with clique

2009-02-01T22:37:00.000-08:00

Jaime all i can tell u is to look on the bright side
and all ur friends like us are dere for u =D

Cny at Cousins house

2009-02-01T22:26:00.001-08:00

Chinese New year

2009-01-27T05:29:00.000-08:00

Today chinese new year was a total different
experience for me haha
cause i was basically taking photos all the way
and its the first time my family had a full
big big family portrait although my family always get
together and have fun
but its the first time tat we took family portraits haha
totally fun and i know i have a great FAMILY!

Loyang Temple

2009-01-27T05:12:00.001-08:00

Sentosa Spring Flower Exhibition!

2009-01-24T06:34:00.000-08:00

met jerald the HANDSOME around afternoon
cabbed to sentosa for the spring flower exhibition
was expecting a huge crowd there and some spectacular
flowers over there but oh welll what we got were some
more than ordinary flowers LOLSbut we did do our best to
make the best of wat we were left with...
so i ended up with some pictures enjoy=D
and feel free to comment on my photography thanks

Im back

2009-01-22T06:37:00.000-08:00

haha guys i haven been updating for quite
some time lols. its not tat im lazy but well
i dun realli have the time...
many things are occupying me now
gyming photography school and etc
just dun have enuff time i guess
well time for some PICTURES!!!!

Pictures from Changi Exhibition hall

2008-12-28T20:23:00.001-08:00

Car exhibition at Changi

2008-12-28T08:20:00.000-08:00

nice looking awesome cars in singapore haha=D
went changi with jonathan
cabbed there from expo and costed us 12 dollars
entrance was 20 each
but we both felt tat it was worth the money
saw a drift and drag performance
drift was nice done by a japanese
drag was so so only as it was too slow
between each intervels
the racequeen was so so...b*****
saw fidelis and leon there as well lols
and oh wow we saw a 80 kg RACEQUEEN
can scare ppl to death LOLS
im tired and will update the pictures when im free

improvised shots on esplanade

2008-12-27T20:03:00.003-08:00

Pictures from genting

2008-12-27T19:43:00.000-08:00

well i have nth much to say about gentings

the food there was average

nothing much for me to do

except to snap around

the weather there was incredibly cold

and it seems like im the only one whos dressed

in S cube attire which means shorts shirt slipper

first day almost died to the cold

but well after tat i got used to it LOLS

Genting for the next 3 days

2008-12-21T05:44:00.001-08:00

hmm guys i will leaving for genting the next 3 days

hope to get some pictures there

although i noe ppl go dere to relax and enjoy

haha =D

guess i will be missing u for the next 3 days

ZOO!

2008-12-19T04:01:00.001-08:00

i simply love this shot=D

i would call this iguana one of my best shots so far

ok went to the zoo with Xavier and his family

this is the first time randall could spend 6 hours

inside the zoo enclosure lols...

as usual was busy snapping around

and i would leave to u guys to comment

dun view and run ar!

at least leave a comment haha =D

Desaru!

2008-12-14T05:57:00.000-08:00

trip to Desaru was kinda fun haha

the food there i would say is pretty

average only but as for the sightseeing

part i would say its not bad

had to chance to take many photographs

tat i would never have the chance to in

singapore

overall i enjoyed my trip dere haha

and i noe i have a very fun and enjoyable

BIG BIG FAMILY =D

feelings

2008-12-12T06:44:00.001-08:00

why am i feeling this

supposed to be gone

why izzit coming back to me

arghhhh why why why why?

im supposed to be done

dun make me have tat feeling

ever again

its really miserable and it hurts

BeanSprout Birthday !!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-10T08:06:00.000-08:00

well today is JAIME'S BIRTHDAY!!!

ok la its and advance celebration

anyway seems that she enjoyed it=D

shall not talk too much about it

let the pictures say everything!

Butterfly park 2nd attempt and Orchard Lightings!!!

2008-12-06T09:04:00.000-08:00

2nd attempt made at butterfly park

it seems tat i got better results haha

the parrots at butterfly park are so nice

so are the trainers as well as the

butterfly expert there!!!!

that butterfly expert has simply amazing

knowledge on butterflys and insects

he even has knowledge in photography

tat biologist is simply amazing

after butterfly park went to vivo with jon

to get his samsung PIXON haha

then met Celine at orchard

guess she finally noes how external flash works

me and jon flashed till she was dazed like 15 secs???

and also Celine cant see the LETTER R

she believes tat its yellow in colour haahha

so easy to fake her LOLS

after tat met with some incident at centre point

toilet.... then cabbed and sent jon and celine home

feel free to give me comments on my photos

i leave the judging to my readers haha =D

Butterfly park and Fireworks at Vivo

2008-11-29T07:32:00.000-08:00

the black and white is my favourite!

had a hectic day today

was snapping the whole day

sentosa was pretty good

butterfly park was nice but those afraid of insects

stay far for the butterflies are free to roam inside

the park lols but its a nice place for photographers

took many shots and try

at night went vivo for some shots in the end

discovered tat there would be fire works so stayed on

was squeezed by the crowd and its was really damn pack

my tripod was repeatedly being used by people for support

damn it! but overall i found the pics satisfying=D

Rui en's Birthday

2008-11-23T07:46:00.000-08:00

   brothers=D
   mandi and my bro
   xaviers legendary DAD!
   close up=D
   black and white
   excited xavier!!!
   xavier deep in thoughts

    two little sweet cousins i have
   pointing pose by rui en haha
   inspirational look>?
   he went wtf

no idea wat xavier is thinking of

   damian surrounded by 2 gangsters of neo family
   rui en trying to act like king kong
   camera shy?

today was RUI EN birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE BABE!!!!

Game

2008-11-22T20:47:00.000-08:00

i see games everywhere
everyday haha
all my close friends are playing games also
me myself i also game at times
but lets see if this game of urs
will bring u and ending u wanna see

to be the the dew that quenches the land
to spare the sand sea and sky of sorrows

A Clear Picture

2008-11-21T23:31:00.000-08:00

after so long it seems that
i was in a blur vision all along
i did not know what i really wanted
i sort of like could not decide on anything
was in a delusion for like 1 month??
things did not change at all
nothing changed cause everything was within
myself it was my own thinking
my own mind and heart led me the wrong way
the feeling of missing somehow has disappeared
fading in the progress and it will one day fade totally
so its time i get back to my normal life and
stop those thoughts tat will never happen

even if the morrow is barren of promises
nothing shall forestall my return

Park Connectors!!!!

2008-11-15T07:59:00.000-08:00

isnt the bridge jus nice.

this playground jus nice for u haha =D
aiyo celine look 5 to 12 YEAR OLD u qualify!!!!!!!!!

Spend a whole day at the park connectors
with my brother jonathan....damn tiring
firstly we met up at amk hub at around 1 45
as usual he was late for 35 mins i guessed
lols then we decided to cab there due to time
constraints firstly started out at alexandria
then walked all the way to kent ridge
then walked all the way back and went over to
mallang trails and then to henderson
the trip was an extremely fruitful trip
and im very proud to say tat both
jonathan and me finished walking 10KM!
we covered uphills and stuff
i felt as if i was cardioing like crazy
at some time we almost died...
as usual the afternoon shots were okok
all on flowers and landscape
but when the night falls in.....
the bridge at henderson is simply
awesome very very nice
although to get up dere u would
need to scale around 1.5 km of route lols
tiring but definitely worth the hard work
and trouble..
u can lie down on the bridge and enjoy
with ur partner or a group of friends
its breezy up the bridge and darn nice
but heading back would be something damn tiring
this time i completed 10km
next time lets see how well i can do haha
the feeling of missing someone....

Marina Barrage!

2008-11-13T07:31:00.000-08:00

ok seriously marina barrage
is a good place for photographers
as well as a great place for chilling out
its damn coool over at tat place
and someone is yearning to go there
haha...
so be good and finish ur icas
then i bring u dere to play water
night view there is simply awesome
get a group of friends and chill out there till morning
thats probably the best u could do haha
theres a bar over there
pretty nice but kinda of small
nice nice nice place
the nightview and the afternoon shots
varies alot as u can see in the pictures
most people will like the night more
as im blogging now im sipping coronos beer
in the middle of the night
a little beer is pretty good=D
the feeling of missing someone
haha

romantic spot kallang

2008-11-12T07:32:00.001-08:00

haha im back to blog again

finally mend the friendship with jaime

the beansprout lols

its great tat the clique can get tgt again

although i can treat u as a friend

but there are still times tat i miss u ahha

im human after all

sometimes feelings are jus weird

Sobered up and ready to go!

2008-11-11T04:39:00.001-08:00

after thinking so much

having so many sleepless nights

every moment thinking of you

i guess i have already done it haha

i can really treat u as a friend now

no more feelings of jealousy

no more feelings of sadness

even if seeing u being close to another guy

i wun feel tat much anymore

cause u are my friend =D

a true friend of mine

i still love u now

but im loving u as a friend

ROCK ON SAG3OFWAR!

Sonata Arctica-My Selene

2008-11-11T01:12:00.001-08:00

Nocturnal poetry,
Dressed in the whitest silver, you'd smile at me
Every night I wait for my sweet Selene

But, still...

Solitude's upon my skin
A life that's bound by the chains of reality
Would you let me be your Endymion?

I would bathe in your moonlight, and slumber in peace
Enchanted by your kiss in forever sleep

But until we unite
I live for that night
Wait for time
Two souls entwine

In the break of new dawn
My hope is forlorn
Shadows, they will fade
But I'm always in the shade
Without you...

Serene and silent sky
Rays of moon are dancing with the tide
A perfect sight, a world divine

And I...

The loneliest child alive
Always waiting, searching for my rhyme
I'm still alone in the dead of night

Silent I lie with smile on my face,
Appearance decieves and the silence betrays

As I wait for the time
My dream comes alive
Always out of sight
But never out of mind

And under waning moon
Still I long for you
Alone against the light
Solitude am I

In the end, I'm enslaved by my dream
In the end, there's no soul who'd bleed for me

Hidden from daylight, I'm sealed in my cave
Trapped in a dream that is slowly turning to a nightmare
Where I'm all alone
Venial is life when you're but a dream
The book is still open, the pages as empty as me...

I cling to a hope that's beginning to fade,
Trying to break the desolation I hate

But until we unite
I live for that night
Wait for time
Two souls entwine

In the break of new dawn
My hope is forlorn
We will never meet
Only misery and me

This is my final call
My evenfall
Drowning into time
I become the night

By the light of new day
I'll fade away
Reality cuts deep
Would you bleed with me
My Selene

Wat i feel

2008-11-09T01:39:00.000-08:00

just gonna write what i really feel

things are just funny at times

time and time i have told myself

wat i need to do and wat i gotta do

but sometimes i guess

things are just not within my control

i asked myself

is it really so hard to forget someone

or is it because too much feelings

have been put in

in life usually things wont go the way u want

in fact there are many challenges out there

i faced challenges in life

one by one i beat them down and continue

but this one is leaving me stumped

confused and has put my heart in a turmoil

friends have told me just forget it

easier said then done

if it was really so easy to forget

i wont be here ranting and ranting

the feeling of drinking is pestering me

i have tried to drive it away

but it just comes back

drinking wont help at all

but at least i feel better in a not so sober way

rather then being clear of everything

i noe wats going on around me

but feelings are the hardest to fight

wat im facing now is myself

i have to get through it no matter wat

although i dunno how long it will take

but this thing gotta end someday

and somehow it will end.............

in a turmoil

2008-11-09T01:37:00.000-08:00

Sonata Arctica-Shy

I can see how you are beautiful, can you feel my eyes on you,
I'm shy and turn my head away
Working late in diner Citylight, I see that you get home alright
Make sure that you can't see me, hoping you will see me

Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana (can you)
I see you in Citylight diner serving all those meals and then
I see reflections of me in your eye, oh please

Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see

Obsessed by you, your looks, well, anyway "I would any day die for you",
I write on paper erased away
Still I sit in diner Citylight, drinking coffee or reading lies
Turn my head and I can see you, could that really be you

Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana?
I see your beautiful smile and I would like to run away from
Reflections of me in your eyes, oh please

Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see

I see, can't have you, can't leave you, there 'cause I must sometimes see you
And I don't understand how you can keep me in chains
And every waking hour, I feel you taking power From me and I can't leave
Repeating the scenery over again

Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana?
I see your beautiful smile and I would like to run away from
Reflections of me in your eyes, oh please

Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see,

Oh baby, Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you, I'm shy can't you, I'm shy can't you see

Shots at botanical gardens

2008-11-06T01:30:00.001-08:00

does this pic looks like a 10 year old gal reading a map?
aperture shot on cels head

some shots of nature

thoughts

2008-11-06T01:21:00.000-08:00

hmmm give me time
i just need some time
time is the key

these few days many thoughts
ran through my mind
its hard to forget someone
i guess
but well i have been
thinking alot
the same question keeps
repeating in my mind
i need to adjust my feelings
towards u
a good friend from this moment
onwards i promise
a true good friend

mixed feelings

2008-11-05T01:15:00.000-08:00

Somehow things got sorted out
everything ended pretty nicely i guess

u gotta get stronger
faster
ruthless
to finish me off

douby to marina snapping

2008-10-31T18:22:00.001-07:00

out with jonathan snapping as usual

every friday we will meet for snapping

things are going pretty well.........

bought a dry cabinet and a new tripod

one thing me and jonathan agrees

ball head tripod ROX!!!!!!

lols.. gonna find new spots for shooting liao

esplanade clarke quay marina bay

all sianed liao LOLS

abriels 1 month

2008-10-23T01:38:00.000-07:00

   adeline father doris
   auntie and great grand mother
   father and great grand mother
   2nd shot of happiness
   greatgrand mother and grandpa

   rui en mouth filled with food lols
   fit baby doing pull up
   rui en
   angry baby!!!
   Talented 6 year old piano 4th grader
   Xavier =D
   cousin
   2nd shot of Abriel
   Abriel aint she cute

well its xaviers little sister one month

cool right haha.....

not gonna say too much as usual

jus wanna say i love my family

sometimes a bond between a family

realli can tell alot of things

i have an crazy family

parents tat will do anything with me

the bond we had between the neo's

will be something irreplaceable

something tat will forever stay inside

all the hearts of our family members

Feelings

2008-10-18T19:32:00.001-07:00

im confused

Ngee Song Birthday

2008-10-11T23:17:00.000-07:00

its mr tay ngee song big birthday
many jokes were passed around
ngee song had his face smashed
to the very lovely cake haha
drank alot of liquor ..........
kwanleng was the first to be
knocked out LOLS
last 2 were ngee song and me
had a little sea breeze and fell asleep
eventually lols

Night shots at esplanade

2008-10-03T18:28:00.001-07:00

well guys its been a real long time since i updated my blog haha but dun complain.

im doing so now.....

went out with kwanleng celine jon for nights shots at esplanade

played around witht the flash and apparently kwanleng and celine

was FLASHED haha shall not elaborate too much and let the pics do the talking

2008-08-17T02:38:00.000-07:00

welll it was another fun day with the gang

this time all 10 turned up

Randall Elaine Kwanleng Celine Jordon

Jonathan Ngee Song Shilesse Kin Wai Fang Lin

first was pool haha and well

after tat its Chomp Chomp

and i was treated like a prisoner by

Celine lols

shall not talk too much let the pictures do the talking

[*Battle* *Master*]